How calls the Heart...

Hi Mik,

I thought I might write to you to thank you for checking up on me Friday. I appreciate it more than you know. I wish you would smile more. I wish I made you happier. The truth is we are a separated by the Powers That Be. I'd like to say I have the ability to change this...but it is going to have to come from your side if you want to make it real.

Maybe drop your cover with me...and tell SIX to give you some time off...

I am absolutely fed up with the way they're digging into my personal life. I am so innocent that even the FEDS wonder why they watch me. I just want to be helpful. I just want to clean my home with energy and appreciation.

It seems that the truth is -- I was trained subconsciously to Direct my own life -- and I'm Producing only material worthy of File 13. I supposed that my goal in life has little to do with being famous. I'm really thankful to Jesus (and Heaven's Hospital) for keeping me stable. 

I'm recovering from working cases.

I really burn out easily since I have failed my medical.

I guess, what I want you to know is that I love you as much as I possibly can on this side of the veil. Which means that we are stuck in our physical reality.

But, when the veil drops...

I'm forever yours.

Thank you for making it easy to trust you. You have no idea how important this is to me.

You're up.

I'll give you 10 years...before or after...you pick the starting date.

Bonus years for loving me back heart and spirit.

By then you'll either trust me completely...

Or give up on Us.

It's all good. Astra is almost in college. I'm thankful she exists too. I wish we had met under better circumstances. I'm feeling pretty resigned with the situation...until you want to change it.

Were we in the boatshed?

Explain.

I'm always open to this.

~Jelly and Peanut Butter